During times of Blood-sheds you can’t really figure out who died .. You suddenly catch yourself thinking that those who died or have been killed, aren’t those who are actually the dead ones .. we ARE !!
Why ?? Because of watching all these people dying .. Because of letting them die .. Because of desperately waiting for the next death of any one .. You don’t really know what to do .. You just watch .
Deep in your brain, you think: I will keep watching as long as I can bear it. But have you ever asked yourself: For how long can you bear and what after you can’t bear it any more ?
*Tafakkurat > Many thoughts .